Tears Of My Sorrow

I cry every day, hoping that you will remember me and remember the days we had together, then I fall asleep and I wish I never wake up again I just wish if I could just stay asleep forever, when I open my eyes I see everything red and that is the most color that I hate, is it because that I'm not going to be with you again or is it because that I'm dying? I'm always with the second question that has no answer… and every time I look at myself in the mirror I see your shadow behind me, then I hear your voice saying ''it's because that you are not going to be with me again'', I suddenly found an answer to my second question because I was dying a million time every night and I'm still dying, dying and bleeding the tears of sorrow.